Thursday, August 11, 2011
How can I stop ATTRACTING guys? I am just not ready to date. Period.?
At this time, I am not interested in romantic and/or sexual relationships. I thought my natural aloofness would solidify this but it has not. At work, there are a couple of males that have told me they are attracted to me and would like to pursue something. It generally ticks me off, leaves me anxious and very uncomfortable, considering for personal reasons, I do not feel fit to be in any relationship with a male. I say male, because I am attracted to males and not women. I just dont want a relationship. I don't want to hurt their feelings either, because that would make me uncomfortable and I dislike confrontation. I do not know what to do. It's like the more I pull away, and blatantly show my disinterest, they don't get it. I do not mean to be rude, but it really makes me upset when guys show me interest, simply because I have intimacy issues, despite my innate need for closeness with the opposite sex, I seem to deny this, and have been denying it for 2-3 years now. Denying myself out of potential relationships, because I can't seem to get a grip of my out of control fear and intimacy issues. Its worse because my best friends try to force me to date and I just DON'T WANT TO. I am 19, and lots of people my age even younger are in relationships but i just dont want to be right now. Im afraid.
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